Updates (March 27, 2025)

I am learning the “truths of life” after living life …

• Life is more maths.
• Life can only go upwards for health, ego and the need for growth.
• Working in society is stagnant most of the time as a coloured person and especially for me as a Vietnamese and at my age. Life is full study alone and researching for the most health and benefit. After working outside for years and years, I found that the only thing that I can gain and be proud and be happy myself is the solitude work and study alone. I developed unique products and thinking that is worth more than gold.

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Working developing web sites maybe the money ticket. But for me, it is so competitive. Maybe all I can do here in the West is develop what I can and blog and teach about my current life? Otherwise going full throttle on working as a programmer is almost impossible.

So is living simply like a local good for life? I think yes now???

Maybe live your life doing normal things and complaining about your coworkers and your boss.

What will people think? What would your children think? What will you tell your children if they want to experience the best and all? Just live life normally because going full throttle makes you go crazy?

You can not have 4 kids of your own doing computer programming as it takes up all your time. It is healthy for your mind and ego. You do grow tons and tons. But is there life of your own?

Maybe a general healthcare job is what is staple in this world. Working healthcare and eating snacks.

I got to the point where I can decide to go forward to just live.

I got enough knowledge now just to live normal now and understand life in the West.

Where are my children? That means healthcare jobs. I understand enough about life. The duality of life. I got caught up with the tech craze.

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If you don’t do creative stuff that you desire and want to learn, you might work just for money. Then money is your only concern which is also bad.

More education and doing creative stuff is the ultimate thing in life. Working for money is a need to have your own family and kids.

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Western born people strive for what? It depends. Most time they work service jobs because they like getting along. They aren’t fighting for a high position like others …

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If you constantly learn and grow (doing logic stuff … like math and programming) you give off a good healthy smart growing and giving aura, always improving … Most people can sense that in public and they don’t like it mainly because they are young and still learning about young life. But life is what happens on the inside of your head because everything outside is pretty harsh. No one is 100% right or so called good. But to get away from the so called “harsh reality” is actually living in your head doing education and growing things that is universal.

Computers or programming is one of those things I think that can give you good feelings and is good overall.

But what is the best thing to do? I guess things that you like that makes you feel good and positive.

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Also you can not be 100% serious. Take life as a joke really.