Updates (February 13, 2025)

After doing stuff, really adult stuff, I realize I can really enjoy my life now.

I am going to take time to learn, exercise and explore and work now.

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That is the whole point of life I guess. Working the hardest then realizing how much work it is and then feeling relief and reflecting that you got to this point here in the West.

Growing up people run in the fast lane. People who experienced enough early will get this sigh of relief that things are OK once you get up there.

I met a lot of people during my journey thinking different. Sometimes so different that it was from another culture. But if you are born in the West and have a positive outlook on life that things will come in time and it takes just some elbow grease, then things are OK.

Doing thinking work is something else. Some people expect a lot of interactions will shape you but it is mostly different emotions and culture really. The true standout is mastering maths to differentiate yourself and be stable and right. Programming helped me so much that I am unperturbed by others.

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I learned a that life is all about focusing on your craft really. That is to avoid problems.