Updates (January 30, 2025)

After socializing so much after doing my thing I realize 2 lifestyles in the West:

• Story mode: When I was studying in college in Scarborough, I was mocked on why I was giving up studying, studying. The world was bigger than a stable paycheck. I wanted a simple life back then. But 50-70% of the people who I interacted with in Scarborough looked at me like what are you doing for the next 80 years? and 80% empty time in those years?
• When you work with the greats then that is the limit .. which is unlimited. Different thinking, more than full openness.

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Was obtaining the skills working with Ben and all worth it? The problem is for most people I think is that if they stop learning and improving they will think bad.

If you don’t obtain more skills then you get sick all over. But you also have to help others realize that too. Keep learning and learning and learning. But do it in a good way. Not for gain, gain. You are supposed to show people the way to help back to relieve their worries and stress and heartache.

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Things I learned how to improve everything in life:

• Once you understand the world after university and after working, you should improve yourself in education and creative endeavors to help express the soul and release stress.
• Working hard all the time is also good but you probably won’t be able to go do something you really want and explore. You just explore hard working life which is OK too. You get the comfort you have worked all your life and got work and life understood. You get by and can understand life, hard life and generally healthy.
• After you understand the darkness from all angles and greatest, you find people who share the same interests and are nicer and more open than you to work with. You do this for life perhaps and this will set your mindset higher and happy for life.

The common problem I think most people have in the West, is that they are searching for relief and a vacation from their life, but the reality for me is that I needed the perspectives from my people and others in Vietnam and here to open the idea in my head that alternatives to my current lifestyle and journey are possible. The idea of living a different life relieves the stress I have daily. That is from talking one-to-one with the souls in Vietnam who have seen it all. The everyday folk who have seen Vietnamese fly back home and talk about their stress and people living and working daily in Vietnam. Having to hear different perspectives in a supportive environment does wonders to the mind, body and soul. This is after you worked hard in the West and done what you could, recalling people who took the time to understand you and who feel the same make you feel 100%.

Working hard is good but so stressful for me doing what I am doing right now. I rather work with the greats because it is a different tangent. Totally different.

Again what is working life and life in general when you have worked with the greats? I did my dreams and they did not pay well. Working for the greats? also continuing my dreams and also working?

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In life, there is no solid waste of time. People are always learning and doing. You should not let people judge you or define you. You have your interests. You have to focus on your interests and work them out. At the end it is your interests that are fulfilling really.

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I am realizing this now:

• The work I am doing is so stressful. Maybe I am not built for this. I know people on my frequency who I should work with for life. I really should not jump so far out of my comfort zone.
• Maybe working on Ben ideas are the only way for life in the modern world? Sometimes you look at life this way and that way. Sometimes basic, sometimes OK, sometimes high. But I live in the West and was born here … it seems like the healthy way and only way is this way for the “good life”. Maybe this way is the way most people can understand and possibly do living in the West? What else is there? What else is there to make you this healthy with lots of elbow room?