Updates (October 19, 2024)

After doing stuff, I realize the mature old people come to the conclusion that aspiring for more is what makes things tick and go.

Aspiring for more requires you to have wrestled with living normally day-to-day.

Nothing is really “happening”. If you live in the West, you come to the conclusion after tiresome and worrisome school and work that you should keep continuing to strive for new aspirations.

There is a lot of self-help and gurus telling you how to think to maintain health and stability.

But after 1.5 years outside finishing school, life really hits you. You are alone in this world and at my age and you must live in a way that is forward and progressive and always learning.

What happens in schools and at other institutions doesn’t mean anything really. You are done muddling around trying to people please and get along trying to fit.

As an old man, you are withering away and restless … You are forced and funneled to thinking and doing on your own.

I was in school for years and tried to just fit in.

After so much socializing and living life, you are all alone doing something “great”? There is no other choice. You hit the point where you got to do stuff. There is no emotional or worries about what people think or say. You got to do this. Culture, biases and judgement doesn’t matter. You got to do this. Really forward thinking.