Updates (October 7, 2024)

As a old man now, I just let it be now.

I am not trying to act young and my way all the time out in public.

I learned to sit back and let things unfold.

I see younger people under 40 see me as a older man. They see that I think different from younger people as I finally accept being old and not push my way.

I accept whatever now … Just accept the norms.

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Ben is really thinking higher than I understood.

He has ideas that are worth doing more I see now.

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You can actually think higher. After talking to Ben, I see that you can see things high to a point where you are seeing your actions from afar and not controlled by your lower emotions and your bothersome actions you are living out. Really see things afar so you understand things about you.

Once you understand your negative routines and worked with Ben to find out big solutions and things to do and work on, your problems seem not like problems. You have things to do.

You might fall back thinking negative. But I guess you need friends to help you get out the rut.