Updates (September 27, 2024)

Do I know enough to “run”?

Yes and no.

As a Canadian, there is nothing wrong about me taking my sweet time to become what I want and enjoy.

In the eyes of foreigners usually (and my mom and women), I should speed up and be fast and be competitive. Also young people think this way mostly. Up until they are 25 years old usually. 25 years old is when your body starts falling apart.

That is why I don’t like to go to physical colleges because it is a rush. Online schooling is OK but you don’t get the face-to-face interaction which is very helpful. The crunch is real in physical schools. If you do online schools, then you need a face-to-face outlet while attending online schools to practice face-to-face interactions. Like a job. Any job really. Physical schools are intense and are good and bad.

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Pain and suffering is normal? To live the educated proactive life in the West, you need to grow up and mature and push and avoid the politics.

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This applies at whatever age. The hand is the instrument of the brain. Keyboard good?

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I got to be more open minded.

You have to ask yourself while in the West, what you really want to do here the Western way? I am pretty sure now I want to teach, build resources and build software if I can. This is me isolated from anything else. Thinking solely. This is avoiding thinking too much. Not thinking about other people thoughts on this.

After I did what I wanted in life and did more, I can see people ways and motives mostly. Especially when they are older now. When you really jet out there doing something you are passionate about then you can see the human dynamics in society. You see the motives of people and especially people who are focused on people.

I realized you must have pages and pages of work background to feel grounded. That means years and years of doing stuff that has merit. I will work on stuff more now.

I must protect how I think naturally.

In the West, it is normal to think negatively about most situations. That makes you strive for better.

After socializing, I realize I should try to make and do things for entertainment more.

Life is weird after school.