Updates (September 24, 2024)

I knew engineering was the answer to most of my problems. I did programming to get it and more. As I was too impulsive and too emotional before and programming made me logical and controlled. I could create solutions and answers from the problems I faced.

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Programming made me too logical.

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Living in Canada is OK. The amount of things going on is high. You can learn a lot from things going on. You have USA to learn from. That is why Canada is one of the best places to live. You can learn and apply yourself. It takes time.

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I realize I might be doing things a little wrong. Most of the friends that I have who are doing well in life just concentrate on what they like privately while observing what is going outside. I need to focus more I think on doing things I like more and see where that takes me. I should just be content doing just enough while enjoying myself and take care of myself.

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I should be able to focus on myself in my own place and enjoy learning and growing here in Canada. There is always something to do if you really relax and focus. The coolest thing is to be able to build. That took me years and years.

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I should look for people who want to build stuff.

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I am understanding more about what you like to do now. If you don’t do what you like then things will go awry. If you keep going doing what you want, you push and push and reach. You eventually just do things that are outside the normal scope. You do new things. Things that are unique and new that you created and honed.

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Growing up was interesting in Canada. Lots of problems growing up. Lots of naysayers. Then after you grow up, you realize everyone is doing their own stuff if they grew up enough. If educated enough and experienced enough, everyone is doing their own thing and are their own island. I realized this after reaching and reaching and realizing nothing really matters no more. At my old age and have done what I want, I stopped caring so much about what other people are doing really. Once you jet out so much doing your own thing, nothing really bothers you about what other people say or do. What other people do should be new and different that adds to the pool and people should not criticize or demean others pursuits to individuality and specialization.

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You got to be busy.

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I am learning more and more about being Vietnamese now. It is interesting.

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Solutions to my problems? or just finding things to do and working on it.