Updates (September 23, 2024)

Socializing is what made me grow. Socializing with Vietnamese people made me grow.

I see life the same over and over now.

After socializing after working and school, things are held at a constant. There is nothing new really.

People study, get skills, improve their lives. That is all it is.

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After finally getting programming skills, I finally see what I wrote above. Programming skills made things logical and more easy to understand. I knew engineering was the answer. I knew it in my core.

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There is culture, ego and pride. If you don’t have that then there is nothing. I had to learn my Vietnamese culture then adjust to see what is outside. I am still learning all the cultures of the world.

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There is unlimited complexity in life. After doing what I have been doing, there is more to learn and do. But I can actually take my time doing it without a care really. I need to relax and have fun too. There can not be rigidity and there can not be frugality.

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Learning and growing: You can learn your way but learn from others. Also learn from other how not to do things.

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Being old at 40 years old, has this benefit of being old out in public and nothing really bothering you. 99.99% is just young adults growing out there. It is up to you to learn and do new things for yourself to enjoy and grow.

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Also I learned because of what I have in life (even at 40 years old), I got to accept how people treat me and work with that. People act on what they want and need. I have to live like my dad now LOL here.

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Things should take time, especially as a man. I won’t have all the necessary skills yet to do all the things I want. It will take time.

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There has to be a future for growth. If there isn’t then it is not worth it.

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At 40 years old, I don’t find learning new things that difficult no more. I guess time and what you want to do will enable you. I guess it does take decades to learn enough to feel comfortable. This is unlike when you are 19 years old and just entering college.