Logic of Coloured People
I am 2nd Generation Vietnamese born in Canada.
In Ajax, I was told to do nothing (manual labour construction work or clean?) by my grade 2 peers who were taller, smarter and more good looking than me. If I did not listen, punishment by the majority peers.
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Then there is the coloured people.
They say I am light skinned and tall, I should do nothing and marry whoever. When they finally sit with you they realize I have some light skin benefits when in conversation.
But they don’t realize I am actually invisible in the majority of the day like 99.9999%.
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So I grow up till 35 and the immigrants in Scarborough say I should work hard to prove I am a worthy husband. Work 99% hard. Work the hardest they actually say. Work till I am 90 years old for them to accept me. And they laugh I listen and am a peon in their eyes and culture. Great immigrant motivation.
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So my parents come to Canada and plop out 4 kids who are invisible, dark and ugly.
So we sit at our parents home in Durham Region on supports.
From 2006 forward on YouTube watching ‘mixed Vietnamese’ in Cali make comedy sketches and do Podcasts. They say they aren’t really Vietnamese. Their Dad or Mom is _____/_____. So they are “________-Vietnamese” so they get merit points from the majority as the first part is important to know to show the world.
No 100% Vietnamese representation on YouTube.
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Should I study what I love as a faceless invisible 2nd gen OR go back home to Vietnam and teach computer repair and assembly which I love and be seen?
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What do South Asians say? They say ______________________. No answer. They have chai and samosas for me to buy using my support money. Tasty food with amazing coolio chutney and out of this world spices. Amazing food and inexpensive as it is mostly potatoes and spices. I can not believe it is mostly potatoes and spices for under $3.00 CDN. A meal for $3.00?!?! in today’s economy. They are doing a good service for Canada and it’s people. Need this.
What do Chinese say? They say, “FUCKEN get out of my way from earning top marks in this course for graduate school and/or professional school. I will group up with the Taiwanese and all other Chinese provinces and Chinese islands to make your life miserable. We will combine with the halfies too. Down with other Asians! We rule schools from 0 to college and universities and run professional schools and institutions and hospitals to rule all the professional opportunities!” ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!! We are the ‘white’ Asians!!! Violent snap mode in person and condescending mode, East Asian historical culture rules and values in CANADA! We own education! Fuck Canadian rules it is all East Asian POWER! East Asians assemble, forever! Battle! 2nd gen or 3rd gen East Asians get their degree and mostly slag off. It is the Chinese immigrants that own this behaviour.
Sure …
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White-Canadians … we white and just toy around until we become too many generations in and want to breed with immigrants (1st or 2nd) who are acceptable to us in terms of forward thinking in life and society. As long as they have urban thinking and living it is OK really … I think. Must have a full 4-year degree from the major university in town.
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What is the solution for me?
So the problem is that the West wants me to stay in the West.
But I turned lazy and old and now unwilling. I became Iroquois???
Just now my South Asian Indian neighbour made a request of ____________________. So I am going to go back to Vietnam now and selling all my computer hardware.
If I leave for Indochina, Vietnamese will come home and the rest of SEA will go home and then others will leave as nothing makes sense no more.
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So now South Asians (Indians) are threatening my life wherever I go. I don’t go see any South Asian doctors no more and don’t see Middle-east either. I have no doctors in my life to care for my family locally so I am going home to Vietnam. The South Asian and Middle-east doctors can not control their people for some reason.
How smart are East Asians? They say they are a proud race and helped build North America. But why are they proud to be East Asians in North America? They came about ~200 years ago to North America and the frequency here is First Peoples? They are fighting the natural evolution of becoming Native and it makes them crazy and freakish? Proud to be East Asian and First Peoples??? That doesn’t compute.
I am 42 and am returning to Vietnam because I could not find closure here because I am Dual Dalit? I am invisible and negatively stereotyped and it is not worth it for 2nd Gen. Where are my kids? Do I want 3rd Gen Vietnamese kids in North America who get more invisible and more negatively stereotyped as that is the frequency here?
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I am a Dual Dalit … why are immigrants and people in general talking to me. I am invisible, dark and ugly?
102% of the time South Asians regardless of immigrant or born in the West and East Asians love to talk to White people.
So that means, I am a miserable jackass who doesn’t love to meet people?
200% People generally treat me like shit and a thief wherever I go and I would love welcoming people from all walks of life to talk to me about emerging science, innovation, abstract design and user interfaces.