When I go outside there is baggage …

So I am a millennial at 42 born in the 80s and work and have 100+ years of work in front of me from HOME!

Most men are Americanized 2020s = Instagram midriffs, beer, burgers, pronhub especially in their young adult years.

Parents of 30 years old and younger say life is simple and it is about accepting yourself as a individual like everyone else. Everyone has a say and opinion.

No life is about HARD CORE WORK and PERSONAL ENDEAVOURS and CLIMBING A MOUNTAIN and CLIMBING YOUR MOUNTAIN at your pace! once you found your PACE!

Today’s psychotherapists are about white supremacism and the doctors ego and not letting colour people or people think capitalistic and hard core work. IT IS ABOUT NUMBERS! ATOMS, ATOMS and HIGHER! ALSO about diversity and transcendence.

A man is suppose to plant his tree, grow a farm and sell the produce to the market.

FUCK circling EMOTIONS.

You want to give sugar candy?

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Some medical people should not go on TV …

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When I am outside with my head full of work … laymen working 9 – 5 say

Darn oh darn, that guy is working somewhere else in the mind while I sell my soul to the corporation. Baby food, stuff animals, diapers, nicotine patches, bottle of whiskey … Yay!

Some young kids threaten me because they don’t know the satisfaction of going all out in the mind.

Give me a break … You are out dancing and popping.

I am the Dalits of the Dalits … you want me drifting and fleeing the cops on a Friday night?

You can zone out too. REACH!

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But realistically … life is your friend group on the same or similar frequency …

Go outside without your group of friends??? No way that is trouble! Lots of baggage and hissy fits if you are not with your same frequency group. But you learn more from hissy fights.

Can not stay inside forever and stay on same frequency.

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I am not fighting I am surviving and staying on top of things while the people up on the ladder deny Vietnamese existence if they study computers. FIN! That is all it is.

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Dalit people know life like from the very start at birth kind of …

In grade 5, they finally understand it is real and cemented.

But multiculturalism makes people dance and dance and dance for decades and decades.

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But my mom brings me out to see the rifling shit after I did my software. Tons of shit everywhere now and everyone has problems. I learn and grow from the environment but what do I learn? The dome of inclusion when in reality I am not included when the clock hits 5.