Updates (July 16, 2026)

I was back on YouTube … oops

Got mixed messages … wha???

I am freakn Canadian … right?

There is really no worries here in Canada. Plenty of snow up there.

I will sleep more and eat less. Less staying awake drinking coffee. Do I think too much???

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I saw a good video that said I should just focus on myself …

Less news and social media and focus on me.

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The problem with Canada or North America is the bullying during Western high school.

High school is real life and things got worse 20 years later it seems. Nothing changes but gets worse.

Like I said the other day because of social media people would try to use you. They played GTA 5 and just step into your personal space and zone and try to kill for a slice of attention.

So going out is horrible as instant gratification and humiliation is instant.

So there is no decency no more in public even in Canada.

I am older than 99.99% of people out in public now. I am 42 years old and the average age is probably 29?

Thank god for online delivery.

So it looks like I am locked out of public settings as a 42 years old.

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The worst thing in Canada is that I am driving shotgun with my brother and racist Canadians or whoever drive by in their cars driving in a way wanting attention from me and my brother and they are all “15.9” years old wanting attention because they already doom scrolled the last 4-5 hours on TikTok and Instagram.

Bye bye world.

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With the world permanently tied to “Doom scrolling 8 – 12 hours a day” what is the point of working?

What is the point of AI and streamlining tech for doom scrollers?

Should you go north somewhat off-grid and read books and program unique software on dial up modem for your sake and health as the world kills itself because of messed up social media craze?

Social media is poison for the minds of coloured people that are born in the West. I am dead unless I get off social media.

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The worst part of life in Canada now is that people walk around you in public expecting you to know the current public norms of social etiquette that is based on social media or you get burned and hurt and even threaten for your life.

I look young because I study a bit and am always busy. When people see me they are taken aback seeing me looking busy and youthful even though I am fat ass. So they try to understand me within 2 seconds and can’t really as I am a full South Vietnamese guy that YOLOed to do unique software and went down a 2 miles tangent that only full Dalit untouchables can do. When you are a full untouchable you have to go down tangents as that is the only things left untouched in society. Complete ZEN that the lowest lifeforms live in.

Normal people ZEN out drinking $15 coffee and read a book on Buddha.