Updates (April 24, 2025)

Everyone is smart and everyone is right. Only when they reach 85 years old is when everyone is alright.

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Everyone is doing something in their circumstances.

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When I was working in the electronics store in 2018, I learned that some people were really attuned to living “the good life”.

There was one person I worked with that did web design+coding while working and school.

After talking to that person, I felt “odd”.

I thought to myself. I am living in Canada. Born in Canada. What is the point of doing this or that.

You feel like crap if you don’t do the things that make you live “the good life”.

That is life outside in the real world.

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When you are not in society, you are not categorizing people and making assumptions about this or that.

When you are at home in your zone working with your friends, then you have something. And this is probably all I got in life.

Working in society can be bad sometimes because people can close people off.

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People don’t know that when you get old nothing matters than being busy doing something nice and productive. That way you are always happy and well.

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You have to think your way and evolve it. You can learn and grow from talking to others but at the end you have to believe in yourself or there is nothing.

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I understand my drive now. Only a handful of people I know understand the way I work while in my “zone”.

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Growing up here I was confused. I thought life was money and fame and assets.

Nope, it is about doing what that person did at the electronics store: web design + coding which is probably one of the best feeling and growing things in life.

I still get confused what I am doing. But when you have friends who feel the same and are working like you (Vietnamese born in Canada) then you are OK.

All it takes is socializing a bit sometimes to understand where things are and where you are in life.