Updates (July 6, 2026) Part 2
Taking a trip to Yonge Street to eat in 2024 … see the new supermarkets and unique shops stretched along.
The bus drivers understand me travelling to and from … I usually travel by bus.
Now you understand me.
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I am just another ‘gook’ working hard. Regardless if I am 1st, 2nd or 3rd gen, I look like a @#$%&(* gook.
Well I had to work hard this last time at 35+, Vietnamese ‘gooks’ are not helped and have to run alone or work with family at least.
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It took so long and hard to figure out what to do in life.
I did this and that.
Had fun doing this and that.
Wasted like 10 years really.
Then I realized it was because I did not connect to the other half of life which is the Chinese component of being Vietnamese. The Vietnamese-Chinese experience.
And God.
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The Chinese are all around in business and life in Vietnam also in Toronto.
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What did I have? … I was taught by the Chinese guys in grade 3 that I am a Southern Barbarian Lower-Human (Monkey?) compared to Chinese. I was taught by the Canadians that I better not act Asian and be subservient while here in Canada … I am lucky to be here and alive with all the supports and clean water basically.
The Canadian one I kind of am OK with. Overtime working with Canadians you see their range and maybe yes I am kind of unsmart??? Because I don’t see with their eyes.
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The Chinese growing up in Toronto look at me with their eyeglasses and father who knows this guy and that guy who can give them a deal on car brakes and suspension tuning for one third of what dealership sells for, with good ample worry with distance from me, 1 kilometer distance. They distance themselves from me. They immediately make judgement at 13 years old that every Vietnamese regardless of origin and new location are bad people and gaze back to their fast cooling Hainan chicken and rice at the food court drinking their teas with their siblings and couple of cousins. Their family all agree to dismiss Vietnamese in society and ignore them for the next eternity or two.
OK. Yes, it is great to be Vietnamese in Toronto. When the looks are negative they are this way. So negative that you have to leave the premises.
The positive outwards looking Chinese seem to be 55+ years old working the food markets since coming here in 1960s.
So this hasn’t changed since 1800s.
What do I do?
Do something that might make something worthwhile if done my way for the free experimentation in safe, fully supportive Canada. Canadians and Brits don’t care what I do in life. It is a small blimp on the screen since 1700’s.
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Do Chinese own Canada? No, the PM doesn’t look Chinese or act Chinese only supporting Chinese values and customs. The current PM looks to manage different cultures and businesses effectively for maximum return. He is a banker.
Anyway, working in Oshawa I did the things I could do.
So from 2009 to 2021, I did my thing and came back and finally understand the Chinese component of Vietnamese in North America.
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After a while I got something done but was puzzling to everyone.
North Americans say I am a product of theirs which is 90% true. The hardships and bad treatment is just the treatment while I am housed and born in North America. I wasn’t really harmed in the process of growing as God protected me. As long as I stopped and listened to God and did not mess around God gave me coffee 4 – 5 times a day. Sometimes with donuts. Lots of coffee and donuts since 2018. 2018 is when I lived the good Godly life.
But I risen to a point now that I feel North American …
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Before I did the software, Chinese in the world were very domesticated. Nepotism was so high that it burst rooftops. Chinese did a lot of things that helped and did not help. Chinese being 1 billion in population and high latitude did some smart and not so smart things. Just like every other country really …
After I released software, now everyone is playing catchup to get people’s respect and trust.
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But I am just a Canadian guy who has become so North American that I have to support immigrants now.
The deal is that I did stuff that had very, very, very good merit according to the people at top.
It is entangled in the system and social fabric.
The infrastructure is good. The services are met.
What is left is to import immigrants to work and make their cool fusion products for the Western market and the World.
We definitely need more input.
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Now I am a slave to immigrants.
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