Updates (February 20, 2025)

After a bit of talk, I realize now life is about keeping busy, mainly working and learning.

Lots of people complain. Complain to a point where it hurts themselves and others. After that you realize it is all work to improve yourself.

You get on the level where you are working and improving now. Everything else doesn’t make sense. It is the last thing to do. No other considerations. It is just working and learning but at your pace where it is healthy and enjoyable and gainful.

I did not learn this in school or at work. Independent work taught me this.

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I am learning no one’s opinion makes sense to me now. Took me long enough.

Everything and every opinion can change over time.

Once I did enough and got through the negative projections I think about and from others, I could accept just living and doing life.

No one cares at the end. Everyone is going and doing.

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I got to learn about history more.

It seems that some people get along better than others when they are young.

What is my preferences?

The Vietnamese got influenced a lot by interacting with others outside Asia.

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Also you are suppose to get away from people who think negative and just mind your sweet business here in Canada.

I was so anxious before growing up. I was worried so much in my youth.

But I learned the relaxed feeling allows for growth in a different way: the Canadian/Western way.

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I did not realize this until like this week, but intelligence I see now can be grown pretty easily.

Once you grown and accepted the open way, people you think are smarter than you mean nothing.

Intelligence in grown but until a point where it is now open and almost carefree here in Canada.

I complained a lot about getting smart but at the end, you just coast kind of. There is some involvement and push.