Updates (January 13, 2025)

I went to the medical center on 520 Ellesmere Rd in Scarborough for my mom. Things feel different out here than Durham Region …

After finishing school, working and more working I see things uniquely. Out here in Scarborough everyone’s opinion matters. Your voice is one of the many voices that could be considered. That is the truth out here.

Is life (health) growing more good and structured without the hassle of outside opposing emotions and values? Yes.

I worked so hard doing my own thing finally at middle-aged. I fine-tuned my projects. I spoke my mind by doing this blog and journaling and socializing with people of my same background who helped develop my voice.

I really did things my way and went further into seeking more to life from my base.

The patients and doctors could see that. After 50 years after the Vietnam War (40 years old for me) I do have a voice for myself and my people.

I sought out “thinking” instead of “factory work”. I guess you have to so you can live feeling valued, voiced and good. Do it for the soul.

No one understands me and what I try to voice and value. That is what it is.

At the medical center, the doctors and patients understood me and acknowledged me. At that high-level, everyone is understood and valued.

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With tangible things produced, then you can show people what you are and made of.

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I guess at middle-age you try to do things to tame, ignite and show the flame of your soul. It is not about fun and games and growing up no more.

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It is really odd at times for me when you see people objecting what you are doing and having fun. They have to work with Ben and Dmitry to see what is life on the other side.