Updates (January 4, 2025)

You have to strive to be better.

Life is pretty bad if you don’t.

Life is work and education too? My dad said for Vietnamese people, face and education matters a lot.

Is it all we have to live well???

I guess partly yes.

Well I took my time … for my own health and well-being.

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The only way I can improve is to do my own thing I realize. That is the growth that is normal and not bothered.

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What is my unaltered purest thought and thing to do?

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At the end of the day, I have the opportunity to do what I want. I am confused why I bother with negativity from others. I used to think about negative people all the time. But after 1 year living on my own, who cares.

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I studied for 40 years, I got something going on now. I am thankful I had this opportunity to study this long and do what I want. I am grateful.

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I wonder now with this blog and accomplishments, what other people think. I guess I helped some people realize they can to study for decades and do their thing eventually reaching goals like mine.

All it took was to take your time and make friends and learn.

A problem I had was rushing all the time. Rushing was necessary and was a push. But I had to relax too.

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I remember back in 2002 how excited I was to go to post-secondary school. I studied for decades and then realized only my people really have my back 100%. I never reached out to Vietnamese for the support and friendship.

I studied alone and it helped and did not help. But at the end I learned to live on my own and then grew more with the Vietnamese support for “Vietnameseness”.

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I remember growing up thinking movies and the feelings they give was so cool and worth it.

When I got older, I realize living and working doing my own thing was 1 million times better.

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I realize what I have done to help myself. It is so helpful and surpassed everything I have ever dreamed about.

I have finally gotten to the point where I don’t mind programming hard stuff plugins of WordPress. It took Ben’s push and 5 months to get over the hurdle of finally looking for help and reading documentation and realizing this is life a better life which is harder but now accepted.

The idea of creating plugins with ample documentation support was pinnacle.

Before I was grasping for straws and lazily programming.

I guess life is to keep pushing until you break free and see the other side that web programming is quite it … There is no words to describe it.

After socializing with like minded people, it is just a thing you do and it is not important. It is something that has to be done. I am amazed I passed this point.

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I realize the race dynamic is a huge part of life here in Canada/West. But I am Vietnamese … I think independent mostly.

All this blogging is basically a balancing act to appease people and learn and work with others.

The problem is to do better and help everyone see things bigger and better.

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How is life being able to do stuff now with the help from Ben Cybulski?

I guess that rules out all normal problems with growth.

Just working with Ben enables you to forgo the conversation of everything that occurs like politics. It is just innovate work with Ben.