Updates (November 27, 2024)
I think this is normal at this stage in life …
After you do your thing with socialization, school and some work, then you get into this next stage in life after reflecting a lot. A new frame of mind. It is totally different from what you experienced before.
It is to think, think.
I knew deep down inside, I had to study a lot and learn a lot to feel good and do stuff and have control in my life.
I wrote this article explaining the next stage in life: https://freetimetech.com/what-is-work/
You can not stagnant or do routine work really. Everyone needs to grow and do elevated thinking or else get sick.
That is life.
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I guess growing and growing and growing is normal.
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The goal in life I guess is to try to be smart and creative.
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I guess all my experiences since 2015 till now grew me. Travelling to Vietnam and back here opened my mind to different people and perspectives.