Updates (November 23, 2024)
Go to where the opportunities are.
Find people with the same thinking as you.
I need to just zone out and not think about people. Socializing at an old age is terrible.
You have to keep continually learning and growing. You have to keep busy to avoid anything bad. Ignore the people who don’t understand this.
Creativity matters. It is probably the only thing that matters at the end. That means to think more.
To get creativity you have to by comfortable. Comfortable and avoid problems with people who thing in general terms.
Keep learning and evolving. Don’t think backwards and in general labels.
Keep working. If you can’t work or in a jam with nothing to do, learn online for free like maths and science to get that structure and control in life. You can get an online degree or free one. You can take the time to study before hand. There are outlines of entire 4 year degrees in computer science.
My dad told me to keep busy to avoid thinking bad. If you can not work then get online degree. At the end of the day it is to keep learning and keep busy.
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You can think of life in 2 ways now:
- Routine that is the routine of learning to live everyday. Just living with all its problems, good and bad. Working 9-5 and have the weekend to yourself to indulge.
- Actively thinking and growing. This is the fun part. Especially working with my friends (Ben Cybulski) and zoning out a bit. But this can’t go on forever… You need routine.
I don’t think there is a way to do number 2 forever. You will think too far off and their is no money. It is so addictive. But you need to go back to ground zero.
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Maybe all my life I was searching for active life. Once I got it, it was so much and helped. Can people just do that forever and make a life for themselves? I guess I am done now.
Those who search and search will always want more? Wanting too much is bad? I guess everyone can learn from meeting Ben Cybulski. I guess this is normal kind of.
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Maybe sickness is wanting more. And the solution is to vent and be in healthcare telling people that their problems are just not enough exercise and need working out more? Cast the problem on the patient and not you. All you do is tell people “to exercise, work less, take care of your health and wellbeing and go on vacation twice a year”.
The problem is that they are stuck in a routine and thinking bad because they are not growing. But growth can not go on forever. It can but doesn’t make sense kind of. It is all thinking farther and father out there.
It is also about power, control, creation and creativity too. People want that.
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