Updates (November 12, 2024)
As I am socializing more now and living life, I see life going into 2 ways.
- You can just enjoy how lucky you are being in Canada. Just being able to work and have some money and live is enough … is it enough??? It is OK and it is good. Just living life …
- If you are born in Canada, if you want any morsel of dignity you should pursue thinking and learning and doing more? Ultimately opening up your mind? That is the only thing that overall all people respect at the end, especially when they get really old and mature. It is not acting lazy or helpless and doing the bare minimum. I was doing the bare minimum and was just compliant before and it made me feel not right. Some people expect the world from you, especially your immediate family and good people who think good and abundant. It is hard to think abundant all the time. It feels bad. The getters keep going and giving? What are you?
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It took me decades until I could really voice my voice. It required a lot of education and socializing and work.
If you stay stagnant that is no good. Mostly young people think you should and can just stay content being idle.
But really life is not like that.
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In grade 13 OAC, I understood from other classmates in high school I could do whatever I want after. You have to … What is life after high school? People go do their thing. They either live a OK life or go more. Go more is OK but what are the basics like family and children and grandchildren?
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In the real world beyond institutions, school and workplaces, everyone is learning and growing. That is the reality. Right?
It seems odd at 40 years old now to still feel this way.
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After 40 years of life doing this and that, I ask myself what else is there? I believe if you played your cards right you can do a lot of things at a mature age. Just living life you learn and grow and get more skills. We are always caught in learning and enjoying and doing.
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I am realizing now there are 2 types of intelligence LOL
The common one that everyone has and the evolving one that increases your consciousness. Which also if done more it matures and pushes.
Some people just look at the common one. Most people do.
Then you meet the really intelligent people who strive for more actively. This increases their aura and reach overall if pushed and tested.
It also pushes the space to be open and open minded.
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I also realize it depends sometimes on culture.
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You can have a vibrant life doing whatever I realize now. If you specialize in social work then that requires a lot as well …
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Life is a combination of all attributes I realize now. The most leveling thing is maturity. Once you get so old, everyone has similar intelligence and experiences. But you ultimately have to get out there in the public world to grow every facet.