Updates (August 28, 2024)
Learning to grow and socialize now …
Working with like minded individuals is OK. There is some collaboration on the same frequency.
But then you go out in the world and meet young or immature negative people who project negativity. Lots of growing pains. Nothing learned from them because you are old now. Their negativity is a drain.
Then you meet people your age who might think just everyday goals and pursuits. That is OK. That is what you expect.
Then you meet people like your cool friend Ben Cybulski to thinks only positively and new and innovative. Great goals!
Then you really see your family and friends who thinks good and positive. That is really helpful and comforting and that is your baseline. You can always work with family and friends. You can always count on them as they are family.
Then you ask yourself, you thought what you wanted to think. Then you thought and developed your way of thinking. You solidified it and reaffirmed it by going out in public trying out your thinking compared to what you see in the world.
Then you realize you just need to continue to develop your train of thought by exercising it by going out in the world and interacting in the world.
My train of thought isn’t so much about people now. I dealt with my share of people so see it is just thinking feelings and individual’s needs. Now it is to think more creative and in my own way. Just like this reel:
https://www.instagram.com/reel/C-38qv8x4N0/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
After thinking the way you wanted and developing it more, any setback can be learned from:
https://www.instagram.com/reel/C_LqONTgMnd/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
Any problems can possibly be learned from and grown from. After you experienced so much negativity from the society after you did your goals and showed your personality, you become hardwired to avoid feeling setback again and just learn from any criticism from anybody possibly. Everyone does this eventually to grow and become resilient after a while.
I need time to develop and do my own thing. I need to work on myself to bring up my vibration.