Updates (August 22, 2024)

All mothers want their children to achieve career status.

But I don’t want just a job. I think you can not just just get a ‘career’ without going like this …

I have been thinking and reflecting a lot since working.

Because of my situation, I am a basically doing things solo. Every man is a lone wolf when they reach this point.

I need a foothold.

I think I need to get the skills to do a commercial skill.

I plan to be an expert at WordPress website development. It will take me years. I want a piece of the website market to play and work in. I think that this is necessary for every tech guy in coding. A piece of WordPress is all you need. At least it is a step.

Life requires a lot of socializing and voicing your thoughts and opinions with people willing to hear you out. You need to focus on people who are on your frequency. They will listen and help you grow, learn and expand. They will open and unlock your life.

I got old and experienced and now people just expect me to work.

Life is full of emotions and falling into order. It is normal. To get living and excited is to take part in engineering. It took me 15 years to get to this way of life.

Engineering is a way of life. It is not just keeping busy like normal. Engineering new and creative things is what makes you feel and see the world differently. And continually differently.

Keeping at it, engineering and being creative is what people actually expect. The older people really expect that and it is normal. Engineering and thinking anew becomes normal everyday thing once to get old and experienced in life.

The people you meet when you have gotten the experience and worked expect solutions, time off, revisit, reflect. Life of that becomes normal occurrence.

When you get to middle-age, life is just as it is. The people you meet who are married, pushing the baby stroller, have accepted everything there is to life.