Updates (August 4, 2024)

At older age, life is good as long as you are learning. Even after you have done your passion, learning something new is quite fulfilling.

Delving deep into the mind is the greatest feeling after living your life and getting to middle age. It is all in the mind now. You have to lose all the sense of your physical sense and delve deep into the mind to feel free and have freedom. Especially true when you are a person of color.

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I think I got to this point after working so hard on my education, dream and job:

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“Believe me when I say this! The moment you expect the least, amazing things starts to happen. Your everyday needs becomes less stressful and your perspective on life changes.”

As a person of color, it is so important to be very knowledgeable than what you “look like”. As you get old and fade away, all you have is yourself in the world. You must make yourself interesting, smart and content to deal with the increasingly quieting of yourself in the big, big world. You have to be happy and content with yourself becoming smaller and smaller but getting wider and bigger in you.

It is good at middle age that you now see the young adults learning, growing and becoming, while you sit back and observe and learn things about life and people.

After today’s walk and excursion out in the public, I connected with some people, old, young and my age. Life now is to learn the very basics of life. Then to learn and grow and build while taking your time to expect the least, enjoy and relax.