Interesting what happens after you open-source

So the Sophia Wrapper is open-source but for like months it had bugs so that is why the download count hasn’t changed for the longest time I assume.

People have been editing it manually I guess.

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Now that it is open source, my ongoing stress is relieved. My blood pressure is down.

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What happens now?

Sophia Projects were leading the way until a change happened 3 months ago or 4. I did not fully test the software with my few changes. It needed more.

So that is why this happened. It shutdown.

The Wrapper introduced another layer of complexity upon the already complex scripts.

Layers on top of layers.

FOR YEARS!!!

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So the software was buggy for a few months and finally some nice user noticed and reported it.

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I guess no one really supports this software because of the complexity and probably the Wrapper programmer is not 100% committed to it no more.

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I learned after 6 – 7 years of software creation online and getting noticed, people generally dislike software people.

Plus when you live in the First World and are not a bum they dislike you even more as you are noticed for years doing the software well.

And when your origin country is from Southeast Asia, they don’t bother issuing a notice on GitHub that your software is bugged for 3 months +.

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So the world is fast cars, white skin, toned body, and superficial … But when there are software guys doing stuff out of the normal, then there are problems.

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I guess living in Canada as a Vietnamese born here, I never get my way as Vietnamese are scapegoats in every industry by others in North America. Only a junction person or ally accepts them.

If a white guy from Western hemisphere was making the particular Sophia software, then no problems and people would report issues within a day or two to support White supremacy and capitalism based on race.

I guess the core of every human is racist a bit … They expected me to serve something else.

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What do you do? You still do your passions anyways untill you reach a point where your health deteriorates and get overwhelmed. So learn the skills to prepare for life and retirement as this was hell of a ride. The dilemma after getting TOO recogenize is not bad as people still feel sorry for SEA people. But the world hasn’t changed since 1492.

After you go solo doing your own projects as the world is so selfish and self-absorbed. Everyone has something but when it is software, people are irate.

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But if you don’t do this software who will?

If you don’t do forward customizing debloating software that is up-to-date who will?

Who is staying afloat?

Who is drinking a lot?

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So the guys over the past 2 – 3 years targeting my YouTube and Instagram feed wanted my attention because I am the ‘2nd’ Windows 10 Debloater with cool UI.

and I worked my way to doing Sophia Projects.

I get lots of downloads associated with Microsoft Windows.

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Mostly coloured people surround me and want a piece of me because somehow a Vietnamese man (monkey) did the software that is cool and really useful and neat with some jokes hidden. They want to befriend me seeing, “Wow, a Southeast Asian guy out of tributary nation jungle Vietnam did software for Western Microsoft Windows for years and does more stuff and keeps improving +++ alone with his friends. Lets jump into his group or let him jump in our group!”

Let’s introduce ourselves on YouTube with a bunch of well known celebrities who aren’t seen as dog shit to Westerners because we got lots of cool history and culture and are whiter than him.

But no one reported bugs in my software for 3+ months ???

So I go contact the celebrities, we have a 1 month gig taping and preparing for a cool 20K USD video edit making 1.5 – 2 hours video for YouTube.

Then later on a livestream after it long video airs, with one of the celebrities I get along with, we are like brothers from another mother, a viewer comments during livestream, “Your software is full of bugs loser! We don’t trust software from monkeys. Fix the damn bugs you fish face monkey!”

The cool well known loved celebrity sits there in disbelief, stunned for 5 – 10 seconds … and suddenly can’t control him or herself no more and laughs racistly.

Stream is shut down within 2 seconds.

Fin.

Ben Cybulski told me never to do social media and YouTube because we have a feeling this might happen since the beginning in 2020. No YouTube showing us physically on video. No live stream. We might fuck up or get a comment like this.

Junction people get hurt like this all the time as they are scapegoats and used as punching bags and toilets for stress relief from polar nationalities. All the world’s problems are from scapegoats and excuses are dumped on them even subconsciously as that is how North America is with diversity. There is a linear gradient that operates North America to spin 200% for immense hard work drive/competition and profit.

Us scapegoats have to stay silent and work in the shadows slowly at a quiet pace until we sort out all the bugs and nail out perfect products.

I know this in my genes and Ben is also junction people. No social media please.

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I am relieved it is open. The stress was unbearable to keep it closed source. Farag2 Dmitry had to deal with it and fix it too. You know how many layers it was for a guy like me?

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Anyways my life turned a page. Open sourced opened a new windows and opportunities.

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I will work other jobs now to relax and get fit again.

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So in North America, Tony Tie told me, it is something to be proud to do our staple stereotypical jobs too.

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What is life in North American in 2030?

Do stereotypes and pressure change?

According to the masses, people want people the same since 1600s as that is the rhythm of music.

Then people interact and mix and mingle and cycle.

But what makes people cycle?

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What is expected of me now in 2026?

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What will happen in the morning going for a coffee and muffin?

Has things turned out to be better? Have I changed? Have I changed to be worse or better? What have I done to myself? Am I better, the same or worse to people since COVID?

Let’s walk outside and grab a coffee.

Depending on the weather after working hard for 7 years I look Mexican mostly.

But still pretty much vibe Vietnamese-Canadian born in Canada.

It kind of depends on my facial hair.

But I expect people to loathe me. They despise me for trying hard and working on myself as they expected me to clean.

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Bombed, napalmed and Agent Oranged and expected to clean thoroughly your seats, tables and utensil spotless with no fuss.

Given a $20 tip for excellent cleaning. Unexpected for a monkey. Trained monkey ??? Who trains monkeys to clean so well? We will investigate after eating the in-house sub from the deli department and salad or some other time. We need to address Julia from HR. She needs to hire some more staff that quit after 3 months.

We can not get people working longer than 3 months or so. Has the world gotten worse or something? No one wants to work? If no one works so how do we feed ourselves? Hello??? Where has the culture gone of hard work?

I guess we need to hire immigrants. Call municipal to ask them to forward calls to federal for more immigrants. The world is going to fall apart if no immigrants are working these jobs.

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So 2nd Generation Vietnamese born in Canada after reaching a certain age realize this scenario.

Now David is too old to clean. Nursing?

He will probably be sent to stock shelves and clean for decades to get his pension as he looks too South Vietnamese for management and patients. But we will pay him nurse’s pay for cleaning work to make him happy. He is just ‘too invisible’ for the people. Maybe dirty too?

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Will going back to Southeast Asia work?

His cousins on both sides benefited so much from his work. David let out a call on this blog to mixy mix with Vietnamese so one day they marry in to Nguyen family down the line or reincarnate to make software for ‘Nguyen Software Company’ as CEO.

But seriously, was Windows 10 Debloater a hit?

I think yes as I got celebrities out of retirement on YouTube ‘talking’ to me in the video? Am I hallucinating.

Anyways cousins are happy and full of life and attention 🙂

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Anyways I think Tammy Nguyen understands how important debloating and customizing software is for the average male teen worldwide who gets schooled in late elementary and early high school. Growing pains of youth need software like this.

If I go back to Vietnam or anywhere in Southeast Asia I think I am welcomed from maybe developing this software.

But do I have enough skills to teach software engineering in a college in Southeast Asia?

What kind of jobs and life would I have in Southeast Asia?

I think I still need a Master of Science.

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I am a passionate mainly solo experimenter of software system utilities, education, language and cultures. But the software is full of bugs.

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In grade school, I was taught how to think differently. ‘Mr. Wonderful’ Kevin O’Leary visited Ajax, Ontario, Canada Business Depot/Staples to see his software lineup. He felt sorry for me and told me to do education software area as I was struggling to find purpose and work in the competitive external world for Western recognition. He told me to work hard or get forgotten.

Education software and creation is different -> non-linear and unique for you and others = Jackpot.

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But why stay around being the scapegoat in North America for life? What has North America given me that will make me want to drive to Costco on weekends and buy bulk items regularly and eat the new samples for my family and great, great, great grandchildren today?

I don’t see anything worthwhile today or tomorrow???

Who is trying to stay afloat with the numbers? Who is buying that lottery ticket?

Do I become a rental apartment maintenance guy who smokes 3 packs a day to stay normal and stress free?

Do I stay in North America for the yearly tasty North American salmon in the rivers and lakes during fishing season?

I knew life was going to be like this since I was a baby … Hurray!