I have a Stellar Great BMI and Heart Health in Canada

My doctors and nurses say my heart and BMI is great.

I walk outside the neighbourhood and people gosh what a great figure I have.

I feel like $10. I look like the best body builder in the world! I am Mister Olympia!

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Programming any longer will kill me.

One more project and I will work with my dad at the apartment.

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I made the sacrifice to study and work hard for the last 42 years.

Now my heart is dead.

People usually strive until they are 35 in the real world, world. REAL WORLD regardless of location and contenient.

Why are people pushing me to work this computing job when it is killing me?

So life was external all along? Yes in America.

Then I got my lines messed up.

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So I die for the laughs and money in this circus? Hell no.

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You got to make sacrifices and I did. Now my heart is dead and I am withered.

All for the knowledge and skills.

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Now the sacrifices have to be made in the circus too.