Updates (Feb 14, 2026)

February 14, 2026 davadmin

Reflection … after a couple of days …

Outliers of society in the modern age like Vietnamese who are full Southern ‘should’ or ‘must go’ on a tangent. This tangent must be so far out there that it is considered an alternative. It should be so far out that it turns to a full different alternative. And why not an alternative? Because we in the 21st Century.
This alternative provides something. It could be new or could be just something. Hopefully good and wholesome and applies to everyone.
This is because now at my age I realize that the more I live here in Canada/North America I am still part of a racist linear system that does not consider complete alternatives in perspective, thought and ideas, etc. Like no options for opposite thinking that may provide ‘something, something’.
Out in public, people just think in gradients. That is all it is out there in North America. North America is driven by the grouping and tearing down of other groups as that is the way of life.
It doesn’t help the lowest people. And who are the lowest on the mainland of Eurasia??? I wonder why I am even here in North America sometimes. My 2nd generation life is seen as 1st generation 100% of the time. It is kind of pointless now since I am semi-retired and still get racialized out in public while pushing my grocery cart back to the store.
And that is the thing. North America frequency doesn’t consider alternatives like British islander thinking. I was dehumanized the other day while shopping by a North American because that is just the way it is. If I am not a dog and not acting and behaving like a dog then I get screamed at. This is usually by inexperienced young people or people my age. They feel I am not acting right or not acting my frequency according to my origins or feel they are encroached upon because they are the same age range of wants and likes and needs …
I am semi-retired, a bit chubby, with some white hairs and minding my own business but in a country where grouping matters and people tear people down when they forget the immigration policy.
Kind of pointless now unless you stay at home or have your own business to go to and from. But that is just the way North America is, grouping and tearing people down. The victim might crawl and get back up to come back to work to pay their dues, pay their taxes to pay for the crumbling infrastructure.
There is no room for island thinking like the British here in North America. No room to look at alternatives of lifestyles, perspective and thought.
That is why I want to self-eject all the time back to Vietnam. I am the lowest people here from the mainland of Eurasia

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Things that are good lately

Surprisingly, discount ice cream sold is good these days. My brother got a chocolate one and it did not taste pasty or flourly.
Pasta is great these days even cheap sauces in cans.
Food is good these days in general.
Chicken is quite nice. My family bought a batch of chicken quarters at Metro and it was great. Best chicken in 41 years.

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Problems with socializing in general

When people talk it depends on a lot of things. The key thing in talking to arrive at the 2 points: circling and life completion (old man stage).
People like to stay young and think they have 100 years of life in them at 50. So they might circle when talking in general to stay hip, young and fresh and in the game … but that usually does nothing much in terms of growth and wisdom. They might think good after thinking about the alternatives but what is real growth? Getting more skills, getting more degrees, understanding more subjects, understanding more maths, understanding physics, understanding engineering, understanding different cultures. The math component is the most important. That is to build structure that surpasses your current foundation and structure.
But to close the conversation and end on a good note and lesson is to introduce getting old to turn to a new mature chapter in life. Acceptance of old age and old graduated levels. Staying hip all the time makes you furious with others when you accepted retirement.

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The Vietnamese born in Canada experience

When you are born here you feel weak.
You feel secondary
You feel a need to explain yourself
You need a way out around people
You need a way around the majority
You need a way around the immigrants
You and other Vietnamese born here realize you get treated the same by the majority at the end of the day
Depending on your race mix you get treated better or worse but this depends where you live
You always have reasons not to think negative of Canada as Canada gave birth to you and gave you trees full of maple syrup, fur, berries and snow
When you go to university/college you get treated based on your race and either get helped or extinguished from the institution by the head office. You can feel it in the air what will happen as you study. This is dependent on how much you have in the real world so it is odd. School can not account how it is in the real world for you as it is too complex to see you. People will never understand how other people feel in life really. Everyone in the higher to middle part of the hierarchy are OK doing school. You then have to solo but soloing ain’t bad because Canadian government accounts for it but not in schools. Basically if you are at the bottom, you do solo work forever.
Vietnamese born in Canada reunite with other Vietnamese born in Canada after getting treated poorly in the real world after like 10 – 15 years in the real world. They might recombine later ‘maybe’ because their needs are not met as they need to self-express themselves. That is a human need regardless of the overhanging multicultural narrative or they will go crazy. If they can not express themselves they get sick physically and mentally and self-eject back to Vietnam. Multiculturalism doesn’t really work for the lowest people on mainland Eurasia.

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YouTube …

I get targeted video clips on my feed … either it is time to stop using YouTube or time to use an custom advanced filter and block some of YouTube.