Updates (May 23, 2026) Part 5

I grew up in Canada lost in the colourism of Canada.

In Canada, to live well is to mix out. I was told many times to mix out into the established groups for them to have the mojo in workability.

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But I didn’t.

2016 came and the immigrants in my neighbourhood taught me engineering and to go live for myself. Immigrants from Jamaica, Taiwan and Pakistan helped me think clear and work for myself.

2020, I made it big and released software for the world. A big one that made people realize life is more than skin colour and origin nationality. Of course, I got help from the world and made an impact as a 2nd generation Vietnamese born in Canada.

2020 onwards … I self improved and got hated. Immigrants now hate my guts and don’t want me to procreate and threaten me 24/7. There are no jobs for me now as jobs are for immigrants only as they have the ‘Old World’ gene to work unlike trailwalker Canadians like me.

So Canada was a circus.

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I go to the electronics store where I used to work and get threaten from fresh immigrants working there like I will steal something when I reject their advances because I don’t ‘dink’ around because there is God in everything you do.

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I worked for 37 years as a Vietnamese-Canadian dalit to produce software with my family and friends and get marked a thief wherever I go. I did not want to die out cleaning snot and now get treated like this mainly by immigrants.

I only have my G1 and can’t drive and people lock (beep) their car doors in front of me thinking I will steal their car they want to show off to me. They ‘beep = scream’ I am richer, more smarter and more powerful than you. Look at my shiny ride!

The more I produce software freely, I get marked more thief-like and waste of air mostly to immigrants who once helped me and now threaten and bother my existence.

It is fun being in Canada. But God is watching them too. I think they are having a great time wasting the car battery beeping at me. Car battery remotes are expensive. I am not sure why they are wasting such fuel.

Basically, they want to see me and follow me around tracking my family and I with our cell phones. Once they find out who I am as a person face-to-face they get angry why I am not an asshole like them so they beep.

I am 2nd generation Vietnamese-Canadian, if you hack my Google Drive documents you will realize I am only doing this software building to build for First Peoples like myself when I retire to areas where it is less developed. I am looking out for your Canadian children … First Peoples like me.

So if encountering immigrants really necessary?

Yes and no.

If I stay at home all the time and program, immigrants go bat crazy thinking I am trying to out do them and threaten the shit out of me.

If I go outside, and walk they hate how easy I got it as a 2nd generation Canadian and actually made a product.

So what gives?

Canadians are like whatever, I invented a software that helps North America really.

Immigrants are like why did I not invent the software? Why did my kids go to medical school in the West and not invent the software while studying 40 hours a day? Why are my kids so lazy? I hate my life. Why my kids did not see how fortunate they are? My kids don’t love their parents? My kids don’t care for their welfare? My kids don’t understand life? I escaped a poverty and sickness and death in my homeland and my kids play TikTok? Why my kids don’t love? Why my kids are not loving? Why my kids only love themselves? Why my kids only enjoy themselves? Why I cook all day and clean all day while my kids don’t invent software? I expect my 5 year old grandson to invent next software but he says gibberish? Why I come to Canada for? For other immigrant kids to teach me?

Is it a need? Is it a talent?

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It is a need LOL.

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What am I afraid of?

I am afraid I will be living alone with no wife or kids to take care of me in some desolate house with no bread, no deli, and no boxed mac and cheese. Living in the cold north somewhere.

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So thinking about immigrants makes me feel weird. That is all it is.

Trying to please immigrants in Canada is so hard and not worth my time because it is messed up.

Code switching and cultural switching is tiring.

Time to move where all 2nd Generation Vietnamese-Canadians go.

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So my parents have this expectation including my older sister. They think computer repair is stupid and dumb and zero negative skill.

Both my brother and I, have CompTIA A+. Time to work normal and live normal?

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