Updates (November 16, 2024)

It is OK to just stay at home doing your thing, working on your craft.

But the coolest thing is to work outside with everyone. Work with everyone in public.

I think you really need to combine the two.

But really work alone on your craft to have some alone time and brainstorming. You might develop something unique if unperturbed.

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Working alone by yourself is good. But you may be missing out on the niceness and abundance of people who are naturally open and abundant outside in the public working world.

But working alone by yourself is enough I think. You can not really ask for more in life. It is tiring to go out there and constantly interact.

Working alone by yourself gives you that good feeling. Good unique feeling. But it is not good 100%. You need to go out a bit, time to time.

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The only good universal full and extended support I got was in my groups I think … Hmmmm … Maybe my natural culture I am born with only works and understood by people like me???

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You have to work doing your thing until it finally works. Then whatever people say has no negative affect on you. You have to prove that your way works. You will figure a way.

Your way of thought and way of doing things is unique. You should develop it and keep on developing it. You will eventually get somewhere and have something tangible.

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Studying maths like programming was a way to “stop”. Stop the constant emotional impulses and moodiness. You could actually stop time and sit there and think. Devise a plan to do things with programming.