Updates (May 28, 2024)

Life: Finally – Time is spent to learn and grow individually now. I worked out in public and socialized for the past year. The time you have should be spent learning and growing. You need skills and growth to pass the time. You don’t need to bother anybody or have people bother you. It is a liberal Western world. Everything should point forward for growth and learning. I had my time with people and it doesn’t help to keep socializing generally no longer. And that shouldn’t matter as people all reach this stage eventually. Just passing the time to learn and grow. Don’t have to worry about people and what they are doing any longer at my stage really. Focus on learning and doing exploration.

School: I studied for about 15 years after 2009 and was just lost in learning in school – I finished university school in 2008. I tried more school in 2009. I got my degree in 2010. Since 2009, I was always trying to do programming. After finishing college in April 2023 for a simple 2-year diploma in computer programming that I started in 2017, I grew with many supports and experiences in the past year. With the support and push of my Vietnamese friends, I attacked web development and it finally made sense and made me concrete. Web development allows you to learn and do everything. It is everything I think. I am doing things solo basically. That is how it is supposed to be. No one will take care of me. I got to learn, grow and support myself. I am out on my own in the West. There are no supports out here really. I got to learn web development using my experiences from the past and use YouTube/Google now. I think I finally understand life now. Luckily, I have some understanding and have the resilience and grit now. It took a while.

Work: Have to accept work now – I have to accept that life is work now. After learning enough I think, the time is to work now.